I FEAR………

It is just an expression of my fears

I tried a lot to make you mine,

I tried a lot to tell you I'm dying,

I tried a lot to see you MY LOVE,

I tried I tried and I tried…..

 

But now I think I m wrong,

The path I chose was not along,

The way I loved was beyond,

So now I think I m wrong…….

 

I loved you not because I wanted to,

I loved you not because the love was so true,

But I loved you...because you wanted me too..

 

Thats why I fear every bit of it,

Fear of loving you,

Fear of losing you,

Fear of not loving madly,

Fear of not getting it madly,

Fear of your MOVING ON,

Fear of my going on,

Fear, Fear and Fears………

Now I Fear of that when you will GO...

Where I will Go………???????????

Author's Note

I wrote it a long time before.
I have not checked it because i don't want to remember those days again in my life...
May be someday in future when i will be out of those pasts I will work on it again...
Thank you!!!

Reviews

[JENY]

In any love relationship..
There is a fear of lose….
But it is the same fear….
That prompts ….us…
To make sure….that he or she loves us..
Every now and then we verify….ensure that our loved one is there for us….
Thus fear of loss keeps the relationship of love alive…..till we get matured in our love realionship….
So fear is factor that fuels us to reach at maturity in love relationship….
So, if in adequate amount….fear of loss…accentuates the beauty of love relationships….
That is the chemistry behind the fear of loss…

Your poem….
Carried me away… to such thoughts…..
What to do lavina….!!!
Your lines carry the power to kindle thoughts….

[JENY]

In any love relationship..
There is a fear of lose….
But it is the same fear….
That prompts ….us…
To make sure….that he or she loves us..
Every now and then we verify….ensure that our loved one is there for us….
Thus fear of loss keeps the relationship of love alive…..till we get matured in our love realionship….
So fear is factor that fuels us to reach at maturity in love relationship….
So, if in adequate amount….fear of loss…accentuates the beauty of love relationships….
That is the chemistry behind the fear of loss…

Your poem….
Carried me away… to such thoughts…..
What to do ..
dear Lavina...!!!

[Ishan Vajpayee]

nice write . i felt as m going through a songs or say a rap . very nice choice of words.

[Akshat♥]

you write so naturely...you open your heart out...i can feel your feeling .
i like these two lines:"Now I Fear of that when you will GO...

Where I will Go………???????????":)

[al25]

Really digging the reptiiton. Another great write by you. Really enjoyed reading this one.

[Cynthia]

That's pretty good, a pure love!

[ForTheWorld]

I'm confuse...you wanted him to stay for what? You realize that his your one true love or lust again...like the way the line says "But I love you...because you wanted me too..."

[Dream Weaver]

For me, this is sort of a fascination gone horribly wrong,
a "Codependency" only one, more so then the other..
Lots of desperation and angst..You can feel the emotions
bleed together...

[Daydreamer54]

Wow, this is wat we all think about. It reminds me of my poem of afraid to fall, but this is a bit mre in depth. Great write! :)

[Cassiopia Summers]

I think many of us have these fears, but life is life. Whatever happens happens for a reason and that's just how it's meant to be.