i'd like

written to help get out my anxiety, somewhat representative of intrusive thoughts so if you have sensitivity to that content please don't read it xoxoxo

Had I known how it felt

Being on Top,

Had I known how it felt,

To fall below the red line.

End. Stop. Back. White-out.

Had I known I would be in love,

End. Stop. Back. White-out.

Had I known you were like this

Like a nail in my

Toe?

Like a thorn in my side, Constantly holding me back

rocking me Back and Forth.

Are you a mother, or are you a Swordsman?

Notice I didn't care to give you importance

Note that the moment you left my head I left my spine in a jar

I became weak, weaker without than with. Am I an addict?

Am

I

a child?

End. Stop. Back. White-out.

I'd like to get off the train now, sir.

I'd like to get on the train now, sir.

I'd like to get off

I would like

to touch your hand

ma'am.

May I take your luggage?

May I ask for your heart?

Tick, tick, Tick, your heart is in the suitcase would you like another glass of champagne would you like another class of champagne would you like a glass of of of would you like a glass of champagne would you like another glass of champagne would you like another glass of champagne would you like another glass of champagne you would?

I'd like to get off the train, now, sir,

Please. 

Author's Note

there's not much here to analyse. it's mostly just an anxiety brain dump.