Muffin

Just a little something something :)

I have to write out these feelings,
I can’t actually tell you.
Afraid of rejection,
Of misunderstanding.
I don’t think I’ve misunderstood this though.
I feel like it could be reciprocated.
But I care for you.
More than I’ve cared for another in a while.
And I can’t actually tell you this.
So scared.
I wish you could know,
Know the feelings I feel when I think of you.
You give me hope,
You give me a sense of solitude.
I wish I could give you these feelings.
I wish I could let you feel what I feel.
No one has made me feel these things in a while.
And yet you can from so far away.
Your voice makes me smile,
Even though mine may distract.
If there’s ever a place I dream of being,
It’s with you wherever you may be.
One day I hope I won’t have to dream it anymore.
I can’t explain why you do this to me.
And I don’t know why I can’t tell you.
Feelings and emotions were never easy for me.
You you’ve got them all.
I doubted this.
Many times.
But doubt and fear and all,
Still here I am.
I hope this doesn’t frighten you,
Doesn’t scare you away.
I just needed you to know.
I don’t know that I’ve ever been in love before.
But if I ever am,
I hope it’s close to this.
I hope it feels like this.
I hope it is this.

Author's Note

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