Momentary Bliss

I was feeling good about someone when I wrote this one...

You always make me smile,
And that’s the way I like it.
You help me forget about the s**t.
And I wouldn’t have it any other way.
You give me something to think about,
Other than myself.
I sit here,
Sipping the poison,
Thinking only of you.
My favorite time.
The rain is falling on the window pains,
And nothing can take this feeling away.
Not right now anyway.
I’m sure I’ll do a fine job at ruining it,
But I can ruin it tomorrow.
Right now,
I’m drinking it all in.
Savoring it.
Holding onto it,
Wrapping myself completely in it.
And floating away on the feelings I get from you.
If only I could hold onto this forever.
If only I could let one good thing stay.
But I can’t,
I’m sorry.
Not even I can take this away from me now.
Still unsure of what it even is.
But if I could have it forever,
I’d never shed another tear,
Never feel the pain of loneliness,
Or despair.
If only you knew.
If only you felt the same.
I would be complete.
But fear of asking restricts me from knowing.
Restricts me from being complete.
One day I won’t be scared.
One day I’ll be happy like this forever.
One day.

Author's Note

Is it too sappy? What are your thoughts? Thanks!