you don't deserve me.

you've broken a heart you've never held,
you've taken back everything we ever had.

you don't talk to me anymore,
when you promised you would.

i loved you. i loved you.
i love you. _iloveyou.

you held me so close,
so far,
so in the middle that i never knew when you were real.

when you were there, being the one i knew,
not the other, not the one that isn't you.

your hugs, your voice, your kiss,
meant, means, so much to me.

i want to hate you.
i wanted to hate you.

i still cry sometimes at night over you.
it hurts, pulling my tight.

you were my first true love,
my first partner,
my third kiss,
my happiness.

Reviews

[disconnectedspirit]

is that your idea of loving someone? your idea of love stinks to the high hell let me tell you, you will never make me feel guilty, I never abused you, i never treated you badly..you abused me, and after tonights little postings, i will never let you forget it, since you dont want to apologize, you dont want to do what is right, you only smear it in my face that i should be feeling guilty of not posting lovey s**t further..I did not deserve your cruelty, or abuse, or hurt..i never earned it or deserved it, and after tonight and your bullshit with these poems I will make sure you never forget it

[disconnectedspirit]

that woman tried to have her removed from my house while you sat on your f*****g a*s as babe account and spoke to it..you spoke to it on that babe account tweeting your sick a*s off that maybe you should email childrens aid too, tweeting back and forth, right after killing your own baby...

[disconnectedspirit]

my daughter has no meaning to you at all...she meant nothing to your person...that is your idea of love...

[disconnectedspirit]

your idea of love then is video camming, and still having sex with someone getting them pregnant after they tried to destroy a life? is that your version of love? my daughter has no value to you...not what so ever...you do not cut her off entirely, you still tweet your f*****g a*s off to her, then I am forced to choke it down that my hurt is all my fault?

[disconnectedspirit]

that sad...does your version or idea of love consist of video camming with someone who tried to ruin a life and take a child? calling them fat, ugly and going nowhere in love, does your version of love speak about this to you? and your novel on 15 minutes to change a life,,you have had two years..