Four Years Strong

- elliot. // ily&imu&icbyam. <3 says:
today
i thought so much about
if you had been with me today
how different it would have been

i was sicky icky all day, and i dranks,

and had lots and lots of cheese

and milk and meat, so

my tummy's all faaaaack youuuuu.

but
it just
feltso good to do them.
cause it was not letting em think of him,'

ßöŋ ßöŋ Łą Ŗŏċķ says:

-hugs you tight-

- elliot. // ily&imu&icbyam. <3 says:

then i was thinking that
i have someone
a woman who
loves me
and i love her. and she's beautiful.
and that she knows.
and can help.
and i never have to be scared..
and i just like..
i felt so happy and sad at the same time..
i went outside, cause it was soo sunny
and just laid down in the grass for llike
an hour.
and how it
was so weird to not have the thoughts.
and i didn't cry
and i didn't care that it was silent.
it felt like
the fear i was having
i was shaking
that it was

dripping out of me into the ground
and it was good
when i stood up.
i didn't feel anything.
at all.
and illoooked at the sky.
and i jsut knew that
that you're mine. for as long as i want.
and i wqnt you
forever.
because you're super super super special.
and you just

ßöŋ ßöŋ Łą Ŗŏċķ says:
:)

- elliot. // ily&imu&icbyam. <3 says:
always make me happy.

ßöŋ ßöŋ Łą Ŗŏċķ says:
-hgs and kisses you softly- I love you....

- elliot. // ily&imu&icbyam. <3 says:
i love you too alah.. so much..

Author's Note

this is unaltered, except from the username every line, true "alcohol" feelings, and how they affect you. i was trying to convey everything i'd every felt, i guess.

BTW, her name isn't alah, i just couldn't spell it, lol.