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Neglected the weight of careless love again..

How ever will I learn if I don't fall short of plenty every day?

Absent minded actions with someone else hands in my hands.

I can feel a feverish dance rush my nerves.

How ever did this feeling come about when I stayed so close witted against fraudulent expressions?

Subconscious red flag waving me down, constant fear of repetition.

A mess within a mess an a web I weaved while you were still asleep.

Fan left running balancing the white noise for my brain to feel less afraid.

Lucid slumber melting a spot in my bed, but my dreams are somewhere you cannot go.

I'll miss you when the leaves fall and the grass goes sour.

I'll miss you when I'm laying alone in the midnight hour.

I'll miss you when my bed is ruffled, not by your doing.

I'll miss you still when my heart is done missing you.

Neglected the weight of careless love again, brushing off the ever constant state of lost I’m in .

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