Mama

I love you mother, 

knowing full well the pain 

and hurt i have caused

i am sorry.

but you must know

and i know you know

that i love you soo, 

No other women can

compare 

or spare the time you have,

bleed 

said or teared

over me. 

no, do not think i have forgotten,

the nine chilling reaper months 

you spent over by innocent

baby body, 

the warm cuddles and kisses,

while the sky was overcome

by black steel birds, 

and the land was roaring 

like an never ending

earthquake. 

nor do i forget my unspeakable 

returns towards you mother,

the time when i.......

the time when i.........

the time when i................

each time it got worse, 

but swift doves 

you sent my way. 

how did you manage, 

to shu away the

face death? 

dodge steel rain 

with my tiny body in your

warm hands? 

and still manage

to educate and

teach me to be a man.

 

Mother you dont understand

i do not wish to harm  you,

for when i harm you,

i harm myself twice as more. 

as your heart is in mine, 

i expect no white dove

to unburden that

which i alone 

have manifested, 

i will be contempt

with a suit of thorns,

so that the protrusion

of velvet sin may rapture

to depths of its origin.  

your duty was 

done better than all others, 

stern and light words

have formed me,

the prodigal son,

sorry and thank you

are your rewards,

how dreadful

and ugly i must be

to return a grain

for gain. 

for this, my life

will kneel to redemption,

to fulfill the set duty. 

for i am here because of you. 

G.E 2011

Reviews

[CHRIS ANDES]

you already put words to my feeling for my mother...thanks!!

[Meghan]

This was so beautiful. Your mom was lucky to have a son like you.

[Priscilla Sayers]

A lovely tribute and way of giving your peace to your mother.
Heart Felt and honest.

[Desmund Tiny]

This poem is wonderful that made me cry while reading... great piece T^T

[stars are far]

This was so beautiful ...
i loved it :)

[paradise]

Omg this made me want to cry its beautiul...