Soul Eater

I will never know who I am

Who I want to be

I will never know what I like

Because I was never allowed to like anything

Because in order to be good enough for you

I had to pretend to be something I wasn't

Because in order to be accepted by you

I had to deny my very essence

and put on a new skin

I am forever scarred because of you

I will never let anyone in because of you

I will never find someone who loves me

All because of you

And I'm done

I'm done trying to please you

I'm done with putting up with your s**t

I'm done with endorsing the crap you think is right

But my time in your presence is not done

There are two more years to my prison sentence

and I only know one thing for certain

I will not survive them

The girl you see before you will not be

the girl you see two years from now

The girl I am now will be dead

She wont even be the foundation

Of that girl two years in the future