Why can't the path be clear?

I am excited

To make this move

It is what I have wanted for so long

But it scares me

What will others think

Why can’t the path be clear?

I know they won't care but it still scares me

What if they think i am to dramatic

What if they think i am lying like you did for some many years

Why can’t change be easier?

I am so happy to fix this

But the path ahead looks so hard

I am so good a lying how do i open up?

I know they won't hate me but change is so hard

Why can’t you have listen before it was so late

I wish I was doing this when I was small

But now I am half grown up

Why can’t the path be clear?

I am so good at lying how do I open up?

I am good to try but for now I will hide it.

Author's Note

Please tell me if something looks odd to you. I love feed back.