The Illusion of the Truth

A look through the life of a young girl. The tragedy that surrounds her and her family. Everyone in her life is affected by her own. A direct impact of what happened when she lost control of her life.

At the age of 20, you should be enjoying life right? Wrong. I look back and think to myself, why? What did I do in life that led me here? I became sick, ailed, fragile. 

I was pale and angry. Unrecognizable.

Again I ask, why me? I was so young to be going through this. Becoming sick is not something on your bucket list. I wanted to experience so much. Go to school, get a degree. Why me? I asked God to help get me through the difficult time in my life. I had to leave school, and I was so embarrassed that I couldn't finish right along with the rest of my classmates. I felt so alone. I wanted so badly to be somebody. Knowing that my family would never understand how I felt. The only one I could turn to was my mom. She knew me better than anyone. She stayed by my side when no one was there for me. Everything she had been through and she always made me feel better. I cried and cried, and at the time my "then" boyfriend was awful. He was a terrible person to be surrounded by. He wasn't a good person. Which only made things worse for me. All the stress in my life just made things worse. However, knew that I couldn't look back. I hoped for the best. Unfortunately, my life didn't turn out that way. It was all downhill from there. The moment you read this, you will see through a window on my life. The love, the heartbreak, all the anger and the things that have happened. I wish I knew why life turned out this way for me... You'll understand as you hear my story. A sad story. My Life in Color.