you've only gone and killed me

i... suck. ><

wide blueberry mascaraed eyes drip invisible pleas for help from the very optic Nerve, she sees in monotone and it doesn't show in her rhodopsin pigmented eyes. Despite things being black and white she doesn't understand and people confuse her.
She confuses her.

The one thing i don't envy you for is having me as a friend.

but why is she stuck in this never ending pit of darkness? her retinas were severed when the dirty curtain was ripped down. you sought to show her what the world was really like, instead you stole the colour from her life when you left.

And no matter how many rainbow spectra she studies, she can't find you again.

you were my colour, my light. why did you go?

She digs her spiky elbows into her stomach, beating herself up. She wants all the fat purged from her body along with the memories of you.you reduced her to a pile of bones with your constant feeding of laxative lies.

And now she's addicted and walking the road of an eating disorder disaster alone.

look at what you've done.

She's calling out to you in her dreams. She's lost on this open road alone. She's begging for you to come and be her villain again,
she always had a thing for the bad boys.

She's just dying embers now, soon to turn to ash and be scattered in all her favourite places,and she'll blow away in the wind and spend all eternity trying to find you.

you've only gone and killed me.

Author's Note

i dont know anymore..

Reviews

[Secondhand Tink]

I adore adore adore this poem hunni!! I'm glad I got to review it, I know you don't love it, but I think it's such a good write.

The descriptions are so imaginative and detailed, very indepth.

I love 'Wide blueberry mascaraed eyes drip invisible pleas for help from the very optic Nerve, she sees in monotone and it doesn't show in her rhodopsin pigmented eyes.'

I live in blue mascara :P eheehe :DD

Love u loads bubs

[Sseoni]

Wow! This was a really interesting poem(which is good!) It was beautifully written, wonderfully detailed, and really cool! It showed a lot of emotion in the poem! Great poem!