She Was
By: G. A. Montero
She was seven years old. She had dark brown hair
that fell lengthily down her back. Bangs were cut close to her eyes, nearly
covering two caramel irises, framed by long lashes that seemed to slow down
time whenever she blinked. She wore pink. A faded t-shirt that was so large it
fell to her knees, swishing around her legs when she ran. Light blue shorts
peeked from just underneath the shirt. She wore sandals. Worn from days of
running, dirty from stepping in numerous puddles or piles of mud. She was homeless.
Standing just by the entrance of an alleyway, large brown eyes blinking up at
everyone who passed her. She had no mother. Died when she was simply three, due
to a cancer no one even bothered to remember the name of. She had no father. He
left home in order to pursue promiscuous women, interested in nothing but
drinking and sex. She had a letter from her father, but she couldn’t read, for
her father never bothered to send her to school after her mother had passed on.
Perhaps it held an apology, an explanation, and a kiss goodbye. Perhaps it
contained curses, and regretful wishes of ever having her. Either way, it had
been discarded into a river in the middle of the night. This all happened at
the age of six. She had a blanket. A worn, raggedy, tattered thing that
patterned with clowns. She vaguely
remembered clutching it to her chest as an infant, and now, it never left her
side. She would walk the streets in her faded pink t-shirt that she stole from
her mother’s room before her father burned all her possessions, her little blue
shorts from her own closet, and her small sandals that she grabbed from the
garage on the way out of the house. She would be asked questions. “Are you
lost? Where are your parents?” She would answer with a lie, every time. “The
store. On that bench. They’re coming to pick me up. It’s okay.” She hid in the
alley during the rain, the water looking like tears, but in actuality, nothing
fell from her eyes. She had no relatives, for they lost all contact with her
family after her mother had died. They blamed it on her alcoholic father. She
was alone. She was tired. She was the seven year child’s still body that the
news only talked about for a few minutes after they found her a few days later,
wrapped tightly from the cold in her little blanket.