lonely

lonely I dwell despair in my heart
broken with emotion cause were far apart
I miss you more with each passing day
yet no letters come from you this way

I wait up for some hope which grinds at my soul

I feel abandoned and all alone

to be desolate and lost with sadness so emmense

to feel this miserable is almost a sin

I can on wonder what's really going on

but to blame myself I do each morn

to accept this burden is a guilt I bare

im sorry my love that I am not there

this is my fault  know and its painful and raw

I sit in my cell and stare at the wall

I ant help but feel you left me for good

im sorry I wasn't sting enough to help you through

so your gone I see and its killing me

but one day ill get over it one day ill be free