expressionless

a thought i had on a bus

I look down at my newborn sister

she is beautiful she is innocent

she is everything good in the world

but my eyes are cold

I glance at the girl I like

feeling longing

but she can't see

because my eyes are cold

I attend my grandmothers funeral

the pain is overwhelming

but I do not show it

my eyes are cold

I overhear a man while on a bus

he makes a homophobic remark in passing

anger threatens to overtake me

but still my eyes are cold

I am hurricane of emotions

all of them tearing into me

sending me from happiness to depression in an instant

but my eyes will always be cold

so people say I don't feel

my heart is ice

I am soulless

I do not love