Anyone ....

I cant stop crying I cant make the tears go away. They just keep falling and I'm so sad and I don't know why and I just want to be ok again but the tears wont stop. i feel so bad for everyone who had to deal with me this week and I hurt for every problem there ever was in my life and in the lives of those around me. I feel like I lost something, like Im the one losing hope and Im the one who turns from faith. I feel so alone and so lonely. I just wish that someone, anyone was here to hold me and tell me it would be ok and tell me I would be ok and that this will all go away soon and I can get on with me life. but noones here. It's just me alone in my room, tears falling from my eyes, words strangled in my throat. I just need .....anyone.