humanizationA Poem by ghostiWhen we think of a villain, we think of the manifestation of evil. When we think of a villain, we think of some person, some thing, that is out to get us. It has no hobbies, no interests, it does not care about attending Sunday brunch with its mother. It does not take a knitting class at the community center because it does not want to create, it only seeks to destroy. When we think of a wolf, we think of its teeth, the blood, the lamb it carved the life out of. We do not hear its children crying- we do not feel the thorn in its paw, the gash in its side, how it feels hunger gnaw at it just like how we feel pain gnaw at us. When we think of our enemies, we picture the grim reaper. A skeleton wrapped in hatred and melancholy and suffering, and we do not hear its laughter. Even if we do, we convince ourselves it is cackling at us, it is just mocking us. The sound turns our spine into a column of ice and we are freezing to death. We do not allow it to feel joy. Because if we do hear it’s laughter, if we let it’s lips spill bubbles instead of rocks, we might start to trust it. We might start to feel a faint echo of warmth. We might see how it can smile and its teeth aren’t sharp or bloodied. We might start to see it as a them. We begin to ask how their father is and if they get home alright. We see them joking with friends over a dinner table and we join in. We recognize them at church on Wednesday nights and at work on Monday mornings. When we think of them, we start to envision our family friends and close neighbors. Not some sort of demon plaguing our days and nights. But, we don’t see them that way. We think of them as just a sore in our side- and we can smell the putrid infection from across the threshold of a memory. We dig our own graves and plant their fingerprints on the shovel. We consider them a snake, a vice, a poison, an inhuman creature that has come purely to decimate our existence. We do not see them as a person but as a figure of speech to remind us Hell is still real and smoldering. When we think of them, we aren’t thinking of them. We are actually thinking of ourselves. We are thinking of their bloody handprint on the crime scene that is our heart. The scars that they have drawn and designed on our backs, The hurt that they have tried to leave us to grieve and bury. We aren’t thinking of the person who is standing over there, but the bits and pieces of them that is still under our fingernails and the bits of us that are still under theirs. We think of a villain, and we imagine a storybook plot where we are the hero. Why do we get to be human? Why can’t they? © 2022 ghosti |
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Added on January 6, 2022 Last Updated on January 6, 2022 |