I'm Sorry

I took a walk today,

And thought about you.

I hadn’t thought about you in a long time.

I forgot what it felt like to have you on my mind.

Because on days when all I thought about was you,

You thought about her.

And on nights when I was glowing with lust,

You were busy satisfying your desires with someone else’s lips.

She probably made your heart beat faster than I could.

And she’s probably a lot more fun than I am.

So this is my apology;

I guess.

I’m sorry that you couldn’t fall inlove with who I am;

Or was, for that matter.

I am no longer the same girl I was 3 years ago.

I know that

You fell inlove with whispered words at 2:38 AM,

Late night phone calls,

Goodmorning texts,

Holding hands,

The warmth of another body against yours,

But you did not fall inlove

With me.

Author's Note

Constructive criticism and opinions are welcome.