hatred farewell

virtual connections

What makes a person so unforgettable?

Was it their humor?

Personality?

or was it their existence alone

that it affects your entire ego

and now you still sit and write poems

after months of separation?

I can't be like this forever?

Well, I have said those lines months ago

and still can't get over that dumbass...

What's this things called? Love?

Did I really love a person so much that I never met?

How did it came to this point

that I find comfort

in reminiscing memories?

I miss of how my every day's used to be.

I have changed in everything

which caused me my identity crisis

and suffered with my poor decisions

I'm just different of how I was with him,

and how I am now without him.

It was a big question of how everything went after the farewell.

Maybe I didn't bid those goodbye's for him... maybe it was a goodbye for my sanity, cause it's long gone.