Beautiful Distraction

I just want someone to care.
To notice, when I'm not there.
To stay by my side.
To let me cry.
I don't want to be judged.
I just want to be loved.
I don't care how far,
I don't care if you've receded,
I just want to know 
that I am needed.
It's not creepy.
Certainly not.
It's just odd,
to read what's been thought.
I love the imaginary,
who exists.
I love the birds,
and bees.
I love the sky,
and seas.
I'm waiting.
I'm watching.
Watching the world.
Thinking about it,
I've come to notice.
You help me even now.
Because I don't know who you are,
I spend so much time thinking,
wondering,
contemplating elatedly,
to the point I don't even think,
about..
the world anymore.

All I care about it this beautiful,
wondrous,
ponderous,
distraction of mine.
And this image in my mind,
it may not be you,
but I may know some day.
This love is true.
This love is so much.
I don't even know what to do.
This love of mine,
I await.
I will wait.
I'm waiting.
I'm watching.
Watching the world.
The world will pass me by,
and in the end..
I will have you,
and hold your hand. 
The collected dust,
will tell a story.

Author's Note

True love does exists. You just have to be patient.

Reviews

[Ashira Macy]

Very wise and relatable. I think true love is what most of us strive to achieve, but you are correct, it is not something that can be forced. You can only sit and wait, and live your life in the meantime.

[Jetta Zippora]

Totally agree. Lovely imagery. I'm in an emotionally rough place right now and was touched by your writing. :)

[Fornever Always]

That's really wonderful! Thank you so much! It's nice to know I helped you in a tough time. ^^

[brianna vega]

wow. im absolutely blown outta the water by this i feel as if you know something i do.

[Fornever Always]

Thank you! n.n I think if you focus on romance in the future, and the perfect person actually existing (without closing yourself off of course) then you won't think so much about the bad things and the ones you don't get to have. The future is brighter when you have a light idea to guide you.