I'm Only BleedingA Poem by Healing Starand a little story from last summer that involved Stars, above and around my head, big Rocks - Big Lake and Big Fall.Bob Dylan wrote a Song called It's Alright Ma (I'm Only Bleeding) in 1964 - was released Jan of 1965, it described his frustration with the government during the Turbulent times. A few of the Famous Quotes from this song of the nearly 700 we know of that he wrote. "He not busy being born is busy dying," "Money doesn't talk, it swears," "Although the masters make the rules, for the wise men and the fools" and "But even the president of the United States sometimes must have to stand naked." hopefully we'll be spared seeing this of the current rum head that some believe is running the show, but I think it's Obama's 3rd term - they got a pigeon to go along with the game, but I know nothing, that's the Only thing I can really be certain I know, when I don't Know. Every time I think I know something comes along to reveal to my heart I did not know, not a damn thing. I digress. So my little story about this song, I've enjoyed for years thou my favorite is Tangled Up In Blue. So on the Shore of Lake superior, in Marquette at the park where just off shore is Picnic Rocks. One beautiful evening with All the Stars dancing in the Sky I went there late in the evening - about 11 pm to 12. Well all the picnic tables that look out toward the rocks were all occupied by young and old lovers gazing up, I listened to a good tune in my camper van. And then I thought I'll walk over and drop down that little hill that goes down to the shoreline and lay there and check out all my Friends shining down on us. So I made my way over, hummin' a few songs not to interrupt the 6 or 7 couples at the tables. and everything was goin' as planned until I stumbled on a rock - it was so dark I did not realize the big rocks that were piled there to break the waves as Superior is rising in height - unlike most lakes and reservoirs in the states. The beach was all taken and the sand bar to the picnic islands in a storm in 2017 I think it was - 30 foot waves man. so I kept going down wanting to get near the water , stumbled again, then went another step and this Huge granite rock took me out and I learned that these rocks don't move when a human head crashes into them... I managed to get my body off of the rocks and sit back and just be for a bit - after a few minutes. After I gathered myself and realized the left side of my face was damaged by the rock didn't know how bad cuz I could not see a thing. dazed and confused I tried to relax and then I sang out - It's Alright Ma ... I'm Only Bleeding - and then I wrote a song singing it for a few minutes and finally I decided to try and navigate back up the hill of granite boulders, it was only about 20 feet maybe 30 at most but it took me a while, just feeling my way on hands and knees trying to stay down not to attract attention of couples nearby. So what I did next once I got back to flatter ground, I walked over about 100 yards to McCarty's Cove beach and took off my shoes, socks and shirt - I had my swimsuit on - to get down and put some water on my aching face - praying I was not too mangled by the Granite Monster. So the water felt so good - it was warm - warmer than the night air, so I went out and got to Shoulder deep and got as much water on my face to help numb it a bit too, besides cleaning it which is always a good thing to do, I sang a couple songs out there and then made my way in and got back to the camper van to change into my jeans and another shirt. Morale of the story is remember where the big rocks are and stay off of them when it's pitch black out. But It's Alright Ma - I was only bleeding - I packed my face with a triple antibiotic ointment for the next few days and I healed up my face really quickly. It's All Right Ma, ( I'm Only Bleeding) Darkness at the break of noon Shadows even the silver spoon
The handmade blade, the child’s balloon
Eclipses both the sun and moon
To understand you know too soon
There is no sense in tryingPointed threats, they bluff with scorn Suicide remarks are torn From the fool’s gold mouthpiece the hollow horn Plays wasted words, proves to warn That he not busy being born is busy dying Temptation’s page flies out the door You follow, find yourself at war Watch waterfalls of pity roar You feel to moan but unlike before You discover that you’d just be one more Person crying So don’t fear if you hear A foreign sound to your ear It’s alright, Ma, I’m only sighing As some warn victory, some downfall Private reasons great or small Can be seen in the eyes of those that call To make all that should be killed to crawl While others say don’t hate nothing at all Except hatred Disillusioned words like bullets bark As human gods aim for their mark Make everything from toy guns that spark To flesh-colored Christs that glow in the dark It’s easy to see without looking too far That not much is really sacred While preachers preach of evil fates Teachers teach that knowledge waits Can lead to hundred-dollar plates Goodness hides behind its gates But even the president of the United States Sometimes must have to stand naked An’ though the rules of the road have been lodged It’s only people’s games that you got to dodge And it’s alright, Ma, I can make it Advertising signs they con You into thinking you’re the one That can do what’s never been done That can win what’s never been won Meantime life outside goes on All around you You lose yourself, you reappear You suddenly find you got nothing to fear Alone you stand with nobody near When a trembling distant voice, unclear Startles your sleeping ears to hear That somebody thinks they really found you A question in your nerves is lit Yet you know there is no answer fit To satisfy, insure you not to quit To keep it in your mind and not forget That it is not he or she or them or it That you belong to Although the masters make the rules For the wise men and the fools I got nothing, Ma, to live up to For them that must obey authority That they do not respect in any degree Who despise their jobs, their destinies Speak jealously of them that are free Cultivate their flowers to be Nothing more than something they invest in While some on principles baptized To strict party platform ties Social clubs in drag disguise Outsiders they can freely criticize Tell nothing except who to idolize And then say God bless him While one who sings with his tongue on fire Gargles in the rat race choir Bent out of shape from society’s pliers Cares not to come up any higher But rather get you down in the hole That he’s in But I mean no harm nor put fault On anyone that lives in a vault But it’s alright, Ma, if I can’t please him Old lady judges watch people in pairs Limited in sex, they dare To push fake morals, insult and stare While money doesn’t talk, it swears Obscenity, who really cares Propaganda, all is phony While them that defend what they cannot see With a killer’s pride, security It blows the minds most bitterly For them that think death’s honesty Won’t fall upon them naturally Life sometimes must get lonely My eyes collide head-on with stuffed Graveyards, false gods, I scuff At pettiness which plays so rough Walk upside-down inside handcuffs Kick my legs to crash it off Say okay, I have had enough what else can you show me? And if my thought-dreams could be seen
They’d probably put my head in a guillotine
But it’s alright, Ma, it’s life, and life only
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2 Reviews Added on November 25, 2021 Last Updated on November 25, 2021 AuthorHealing StarSouth Jordan, UTAboutI am a man who has finally realized he needs to write down what matters to him, that I might learn from myself, what is important, what I value. To capture who I am now, for that is all we have is no.. more..Writing
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