A Prayer For My Peace

GrandFather I've not been sitting within myself properly for some time now, I know you see this, I know everyone sees this. I am growing weary of this GrandFather, help me find my way back to sitting within myself properly again. I don't want to be wrestles any longer, the anxiety is wearing on me, I don't want these feelings any longer. Bring me back to my quietness, bring me back to that stillness I long for, bring back the sweet song within my Heart that allows all things to flow to me from the source you have placed within me. I am still the one who witnesses the fire within me; I am still the one who witnesses the stillness beyond all stillness within my being; I am still the one who has rested in a Peace and a Love that is only that Peace and Love within me; I am still a Being who only knows Joy; I am still a Being who has found the most Precious of Gifts nestled within Himself; I am still a gentle Child who was born into a not so gentle world; I am still the one who left who he knew that he was and gave away his power for nothing in return; I am still the man who was shown what he had done and wept that he needed to lose himself that he might Find himself again and take back what he had given away for nothing in return. There is a reason why I find myself where I am now, there is a reason for this cloud I feel I am now buried within, there has to be a reason for this. I don't know what it is, but there has to be a reason. GrandFather I don't need to know why, I offer this to you, I give you all this, I place it in your Hands, please, please GrandFather lighten my Heart, release me of the pains put upon me by my Mind. It is all a Creation of my Mind - My Person self - He does not fight clean GrandFather, He knows I came so close to putting him in his place forever, it scares him so. I am here, I am your Child, and I am GrandMama's Child, I am here with this Heart so Mild, I am the missing part of our Holy Trinity together. There is nothing I want more than to be in my Heart eternally, to surrender completely to the Love that I find forever in this Sacred Space within me. Bring my smile back to my Heart GrandFather, help me break this spell of a world created by my Person, break me out of this prison with no bars. GrandFather I love you, I long for the Happy song, for the joy of the Morning, to waking to your singing songs of peace within me again. GrandFather I place it all in your Hands.

Reviews

[Aukai]

I believe you have a strong idea of what you must do, and how to do it.
With or without your Grandfather; I believe you will succeed.

[Healing Star]

Some think only in the european form of GrandFather but when I say GrandFather and GrandMama - it's Ancestors - it's God in fact. a Real God that is Within and Without and IS US actually. THE God within us - is what I Call GrandFather - like any Native Being. When I pray like this Action happens - this Prayer brought Peace within me, where else can Peace in our world start but within ourselves right? Bandaids are only for children - It's time we grow up and truly work on the Source of what is wrong - not what our world does today - applying only band aids . make the symptoms - a bit less, it's time to unlearn this and so many other things, almost everything they taught us are Lies, time to Unlearn and then teach ourselves from our Source within - this is the Life of a Human Being - We all want too, We all Want Too, We all want toooo ooooo ooooo, We all Want too, Feel More Completely Alive.
Thank You, I Believe You when you say I will Succeed. A girl told me in my Year book more years than I care to admit ago, she said, in whatever you do you will succeed. It was years later that I realized this girl loved me, and I had never seen her, nor do I have any story about what happened next. Only that I saw this only within myself, and I have never shared this with anyone ever. But when you said this I Believe you and I see it now, not like before I only saw it years, many years later. Be your Truth and thank You.

[wordman]

who else would you offer it to but your best friend,your grandfather

[Healing Star]

He is always there for me, every time. thanks for being here too.

[wordman]

my pleasure