Universe Speaking From Within Me

Prepared, but a little Lonely, needing a little Shelter, needing some Tenderness for Me, for this Heart, for this Wandering Old Soul.

The Universe is Saying get Ready to Carry what comes to me Directly.  ~My Friend Nahko

I have been preparing my whole life, but Awakened more fully in the last 5 or 6 years. though I have been struggling a bit, I'd say working at finding my balance, I'm on the verge of finding that balance and then completely surrendering to my True, fully trusting this True that I have found within me, or maybe it will be the other way around I don't know, but I feel I can walk this path, I feel I can bring myself through this, and somehow this is where I need to be right now, feeling insecure, feeling a bit confused, feeling lost between a world of illusion and a world of pure Truth. I've seen my True, and I've seen my person from a place that is not my person, my person is the one I've always seen myself as, and I now know without a doubt that is not me, my mind is not Me, I have no shape, I have no form, Who I Am is what I feel when I close my Eyes that see outwardly, and the Eyes that God gave me to see within show me what cannot be seen, they have somehow helped me find what cannot be Seen, they have shown me that I can Be what no One can Become. And I think it's normal for me to be in this state that I am now, a little unsure, a little confused, a little in both of these worlds, still holding onto that Person me that is the only Me that I knew for so many years, I'm normal to be where I am. And once I find my Balance, once I can completely surrender to what my True Holds for me, I'm going to find my way through this, I'm not going back to the Person me, I'm moving through this storm, I'm putting on my rain Gear, I'm grabbing the main Line and the Wheel of my Ship, and I say AAAARRRGGGG lets get through these gales, that my Mind wants to bring, AAAAARRRRGGGG we are going to sail through this, And if I make it to the other Side, I will make a Change, I will make a Change.