Between These Worlds

Once you see past the illusion of your person, and you see your True, something still can hold onto that Person.

The songs I hear have always Been

The words I've Written

I've written for my Friends

These Eyes of Mine

They've not always Seen

I lived most of this Life Blind

You know I always come to those Times

Where my doubts get so Loud

I think it's time I have to pay for my Crimes

Total Surrender still Alludes Me

My mind still wins so many Battles

My True Divine says I'm still not Free

No Not Completely

And so I go On between these two Worlds

I look and Pray for a coming Day

My days between slowly Unfurl

Give me Strength to Carry

All that has come, sometimes sweet also Bitter

I cannot do this, I grow doubting I can Tarry

So many have walked this road I walk Now

Many have won, but so many have Failed

I sit Quiet, keeping Hope for Somehow

The songs I hear have always Been

They may be stories you've never Heard

So many have heard them again and Again

Give me strength Now, that I might go On

My mind needs tricks, while my True, only True

Don't let me drift back, to what I know is Gone

You may walk a mile and feel it's been a Thousand

Look just a Moment, and Day is Gone

I feel I've grasped it, and then see I have no Hands

Where is that Beauty I saw that Holy Morning

Have all the flowers died, while I drifted Off

What's this Storm that's come with no Warning

I'm sure it's come to teach me a Lesson

It's come to show me to where I need to Be

And it feels soon comes my hardest Session

Total Surrender still Alludes Me

My mind still wins so many Battles

My True Divine says I'm still not Free

No Not Completely

Give me Strength to keep Moving

Give me Peace even if it's Fleeting

Give me Courage in all that I'm Seeing

Give me Quiet Ease within My Being

Give me Quiet Ease within My Being

Oh it's there, I know it's always There

It's only this Person Me, that's not Freeing

The Quiet True is like a River Flowing

This can Never be stopped, only Ignored

Getting past Me, is all that keeps me from Growing

I hold On, why, that's what I need to Find

What is the Thing I can't let Go Of

It strangles Me, I feel it Bind

I have Seen, what can't be Shown

I have Touched, what cannot be Touched

I have Found, what no one can Find

I have Been, what One cannot Become

Still I hold, to what I know is Illusion

I Reach back for, what I know will Kill Me

And I know that I hold the only Solution

Total Surrender still Alludes Me

My mind still wins so many Battles

My True Divine says I'm still not Free

No Not Completely

So here I find Myself, between two Worlds

One of Illusion, and One of only Truth

The world of Person, and my True World

This is the Hardest place I've ever Been

I wonder how many have stood here just like Me

Wondering how long we can return again and Again

What is the Thing that I need to See

What is this Challenge it is holding for Me

Can I find the Bridge and cross to Truly Free

Surrender, complete Surrender to all that True Holds

I must allow it to completely swallow All of Me

Surrender, complete Surrender to all My True Holds

I Surrender, I Surrender take this From Me

I can't Live, between these two Worlds

I must cross Over, please Come, Free Me

I won't Go Back, I won't Go Back to the Illusion

Mind take your tricks, you can even throw Bricks

I know my Stillness, my Stillness, is the only Solution

I Surrender, I Surrender, take me Now

I won't Live between these Worlds any Longer

I can't Do It, but my True I know you know How

Surrender, don't allude me any Longer

As we've talked I found a light getting Brighter

And I feel your Peace is making me Stronger

Stay with Me, stay with Me don't go Away

I feel you Close, your peace and your Flow

Stay with Me, I feel you now a Gentle Sway

Crossing the Bridge, I feel an Ease, keep this Peace

Just stay here, just stay here, is what you Say

Like a gentle Breeze, I feel your Ease, I feel your Ease