Finding YourselfA Story by Healing StarMy thoughts on how it was for me, when I found that I Am Awareness. I Pray this Me stays in the Open for all to See.
See your thoughts like clouds moving across your sky, they come and go, so they are not you. You do not come and go, but almost everything does, watch all that comes and goes, and look to find what does not come and go. And this is You, what does not come and go is the True You. You are not an object, objects can be moved, because you are not an object you are immovable. There is no Distance between where you are and where your True You Is - You have always been immovable, and the only difference between you and one who knows they are immovable, If you Don't, is simply being Aware that you are Immovable. You don't have to do anything, you don't have to try, the thing that will keep you from finding what you are searching, is your expectation of what it is that will be found. It is your waiting for something amazing to happen, for just a single moment put your expectations of what it is going to look like aside, for just a moment be yourself no waiting for anything, in this state of no expectation and no waiting for anything, just allow yourself to see, like nothing at all, allow yourself to see what is already there, feel the Awareness that is already there. This my Child is what you Truly are - Awareness - it is the thing that does not come and go, yes, you were not always aware of the awareness, but it was always there, it is what you have always been, even before entering this body of clay, you have no beginning and no end, you are not an object, you are what does not come and go, you are beyond time, time devours everything except one thing, Awareness, and this is what you Truly are, you exists beyond time, you have always been, you will always be. Believe the one who has become aware of the Awareness he is, the way to find this you inside you, is to find what is there within you, all the things that come and go, and keep looking, look what's behind each thing you find, for that which does not come and go. And as you see all the things that come and go, and you don't identify with them, you know they are not you, this begins to open an emptiness within you, a sacred emptiness, and it is in this space you can come to, to find whatever it is you need in any moment, you will find you know longer need to plan things out with your mind, but simply come here to this space for whatever is needed when it is needed, and it will be there for you. You are immovable, my words can only point you there, we have to find that which does not come and go for ourselves, we must Discover ourselves, this is how it is. Is it worth the time spent searching, well it's starts with searching, but as you Discover you realize it is simply allowing what already is, to be seen by you, and know this, a smile will come on your face, a giggle to your soul, what you realize it is so simple, it is almost nothing, in fact it is a Nothing that somehow holds Everything. You must allow the image of yourself that you have always had, to float away, and allow what is really you to come forward, the real you is there and has been there before the image of yourself was created, you simply must allow this one now to live in your front, your showing side, not in your shadows.
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Added on February 28, 2017 Last Updated on February 28, 2017 AuthorHealing StarSouth Jordan, UTAboutI am a man who has finally realized he needs to write down what matters to him, that I might learn from myself, what is important, what I value. To capture who I am now, for that is all we have is no.. more..Writing
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