My Thought World

I found Myself tonight when I left behind my expectations of what that should be behind.

In my world of Thought, there was never time enough, I was nearly ready to give up. The Joy of Life was leaving at times left me. But then I took a moment to stop listening, to both the false and the true voices, I took a moment to put everything aside, I took a moment outside of my thoughts. I stepped into a place within me which is natural, quiet, peace and I had the courage to let go, and I felt a lightness I have not felt since I don't know how long, I had a smile and a giggle about me, to just be, ignore any voices that come, be in my space. I've found something it is being awareness, and it cannot leave, because we can't be and not be in awareness, try to not be aware, you can't do it. I tried so hard to find the Self, but I was expecting it to be something, Mind was looking for something, but what I found tonight My Self is Nothing, no expectations, no waiting, no something to watch for, just allow the Self. And just Be, don't try, just be still and allow the Lightness, the floating happen, and the pure Joy of this Self Nothing will be there, you. And I chuckled and said Hi. And it only takes a moment, and I stayed there, I don't know how long, and I can go back there in a moment now, now I can be there again with My Self.