Still Misty MorningA Poem by Healing StarA story of someone who could not see what they were creating, and then they saw.Well, here it is Sunday Mornin' And I'm, wakin' before the Dawnin' I got a few things to get Down Before I can just go lie Around Here it is Sunday Mornin' I'm wakin' before the Dawnin' Still feel the nights rain, Heavy I better go check the Levi She left me on a Sunday Mornin' It was early before the Dawnin' I woke and barely caught her Eye Just before out the door, she Fly Oh My I heard the door Slam And then there was Nothin' All of a sudden, there was a Bam And then there was Nothin' I don't mind livin' here Alone But sometimes, it's a little too Quiet This house don't feel like no Home Much easier to keep a Diet No I don't mind bein' here Alone But this house don't feel like a Home Since you left it, gives me a Chill Sometimes, I just gotta take a Pill Yah, she left me on a Mornin' just like This Every time I wake, and there's a Mist Brings back the memory of that Hour When you took everything, even your Flowers Oh, I ain't bitter, no not Me You See, it's just that Memory It triggers something, I don't Like You know, I think I'm gonna go ride my Bike I don't wanna remember, I'd rather Forget I'd rather live with no Regret That Mornin' I woke to bare Walls When there was no one left to answer my Call Well, here it is Sunday Mornin' And I'm, wakin' before the Dawnin' I got a few things to get Down Before I can just go lie Around Here it is Sunday Mornin' I'm wakin' before the Dawnin' Still feel the nights rain, Heavy I better go check the Levi Well, I just thought I'd write a Note It's not a day where I'll go float my Boat I know I'll lie here thinkin' for a While I'll come across somethin' to return my Smile Don't you worry none, about Me I'll be Happy one day you'll See Yah, once I can get you outta my Mind If I ever see you, please be Kind You're probably still out drinkin' Cocktails I can almost hear the laughter in your Voice Someones probably taken you out on a Sail Feel you've made a better Choice It seems my Mind never Stops Sometimes I feel I should call the Cops And ask them to help me shut him Up But i'll just go pour me a second Cup My heart feels heavy on my Mind I got to learn to be more Kind Sometimes I can't quiet all the Noise And I remember raisin' our three Boys I don't mind livin' here Alone But sometimes, it's a little too Quiet This house don't feel like no Home Much easier to keep a Diet No I don't mind bein' here Alone But this house don't feel like a Home Since you left it, gives me a Chill Sometimes, I just gotta take a Pill Will there'll come a day, I'll rise above It Learn this life again, to Love It Will some Darlin' fall into my Life Not if I'm forever lost in my Strife I gotta get over This If I'm ever gonna get out of this Twist I gotta climb my way out of the Hole Because I'm separated from my Soul I think this helped me to get it Down I think this helped me to see my Clown Everyone knows except Me That I got to find, my own Key Everyone seen me including Her I wish I'd seen when we were still Together That I had let my own fire Go Out A little more died with every Shout She tried so hard to wake me Up But all I'd do is cover my ears Up She gave me all the chances she Had And it does not mean either of us is Bad But I'm still sittin' here with my head Spinnin' And now for some reason, my eyes are Grinnin' I see it in this moment so very Clear A little to late, but my Soul has drawn Near I think I've come to that Moment, when I find Myself The Observer, who obtains his own Wealth I think I've turned to a whole new Page I feel it calming, my internal Rage If I make it through this quiet Storm And I see you after my Heart has Warmed Know that slowly the Peace is Returning And that somehow again my fire is Burning Don't you worry none, about Me I'll be Happy one day you'll See Yah, once I can get you outta my Mind If I ever see you, please be Kind © 2016 Healing Star |
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Added on May 8, 2016 Last Updated on May 8, 2016 AuthorHealing StarSouth Jordan, UTAboutI am a man who has finally realized he needs to write down what matters to him, that I might learn from myself, what is important, what I value. To capture who I am now, for that is all we have is no.. more..Writing
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