Still Misty Morning

Still Misty Morning

A Poem by Healing Star
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A story of someone who could not see what they were creating, and then they saw.

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Well, here it is Sunday Mornin'
And I'm, wakin' before the Dawnin'
I got a few things to get Down
Before I can just go lie Around

Here it is Sunday Mornin'
I'm wakin' before the Dawnin'
Still feel the nights rain, Heavy
I better go check the Levi

She left me on a Sunday Mornin'
It was early before the Dawnin'
I woke and barely caught her Eye
Just before out the door, she Fly
Oh My

I heard the door Slam
And then there was Nothin'
All of a sudden, there was a Bam
And then there was Nothin'

I don't mind livin' here Alone
But sometimes, it's a little too Quiet
This house don't feel like no Home
Much easier to keep a Diet

No I don't mind bein' here Alone
But this house don't feel like a Home
Since you left it, gives me a Chill
Sometimes, I just gotta take a Pill

Yah, she left me on a Mornin' just like This
Every time I wake, and there's a Mist
Brings back the memory of that Hour
When you took everything, even your Flowers

Oh, I ain't bitter, no not Me
You See, it's just that Memory
It triggers something, I don't Like
You know, I think I'm gonna go ride my Bike

I don't wanna remember, I'd rather Forget
I'd rather live with no Regret
That Mornin' I woke to bare Walls
When there was no one left to answer my Call

Well, here it is Sunday Mornin'
And I'm, wakin' before the Dawnin'
I got a few things to get Down
Before I can just go lie Around

Here it is Sunday Mornin'
I'm wakin' before the Dawnin'
Still feel the nights rain, Heavy
I better go check the Levi

Well, I just thought I'd write a Note
It's not a day where I'll go float my Boat
I know I'll lie here thinkin' for a While
I'll come across somethin' to return my Smile

Don't you worry none, about Me
I'll be Happy one day you'll See
Yah, once I can get you outta my Mind
If I ever see you, please be Kind

You're probably still out drinkin' Cocktails
I can almost hear the laughter in your Voice
Someones probably taken you out on a Sail
Feel you've made a better Choice

It seems my Mind never Stops
Sometimes I feel I should call the Cops
And ask them to help me shut him Up
But i'll just go pour me a second Cup

My heart feels heavy on my Mind
I got to learn to be more Kind
Sometimes I can't quiet all the Noise
And I remember raisin' our three Boys

I don't mind livin' here Alone
But sometimes, it's a little too Quiet
This house don't feel like no Home
Much easier to keep a Diet

No I don't mind bein' here Alone
But this house don't feel like a Home
Since you left it, gives me a Chill
Sometimes, I just gotta take a Pill

Will there'll come a day, I'll rise above It
Learn this life again, to Love It
Will some Darlin' fall into my Life
Not if I'm forever lost in my Strife

I gotta get over This
If I'm ever gonna get out of this Twist
I gotta climb my way out of the Hole
Because I'm separated from my Soul

I think this helped me to get it Down
I think this helped me to see my Clown
Everyone knows except Me
That I got to find, my own Key

Everyone seen me including Her
I wish I'd seen when we were still Together
That I had let my own fire Go Out
A little more died with every Shout

She tried so hard to wake me Up
But all I'd do is cover my ears Up
She gave me all the chances she Had
And it does not mean either of us is Bad

But I'm still sittin' here with my head Spinnin'
And now for some reason, my eyes are Grinnin'
I see it in this moment so very Clear
A little to late, but my Soul has drawn Near

I think I've come to that Moment, when I find Myself
The Observer, who obtains his own Wealth
I think I've turned to a whole new Page
I feel it calming, my internal Rage

If I make it through this quiet Storm
And I see you after my Heart has Warmed
Know that slowly the Peace is Returning
And that somehow again my fire is Burning

Don't you worry none, about Me
I'll be Happy one day you'll See
Yah, once I can get you outta my Mind
If I ever see you, please be Kind

© 2016 Healing Star


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Added on May 8, 2016
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Healing Star
Healing Star

South Jordan, UT



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I am a man who has finally realized he needs to write down what matters to him, that I might learn from myself, what is important, what I value. To capture who I am now, for that is all we have is no.. more..

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