The Light and Dark Of Me

I discussion with my True Self, who is in me and with the Masters.

I have always been more afraid of my Light than my Darkness.

Why, imagining every time that I touch those places in my Heart that are Divine, and realizing what is in me is what is in Christ, in Buddha, in Krishna, in all the Masters - it's scary to me. Working on overcoming this fear has been my life's challenge - every time I see it, I turn and I run. Oh GrandFather help me to somehow feel comfortable in this, comfortable in the Gifts you wish to share with me, comfortable with seeing my True Self. There is a part of me on another Plane that sits with the Great Masters, and at the same time they are all right here inside of Me. I can use my Darkness to help those who have struggled with the same, and I don't see this as being scary at all, it helps me to forgive the darkness of others now that I have seen at least some of mine. But I really need Divine help in becoming comfortable with knowing that I am a Divine being. It is the conditioning maybe of more than one life of being taught to think less of ourselves and that it is right to look up to others. That it is right to feel small, when this is not right at all, but I need help in overcoming this, even though I see it clearly. GrandFather I can't fix this, I offer it to you. Great Spirit, hold me, lift me, send me the messengers, the healers, the Wisdom keepers, the friends, to help me to be strong and to walk with a new hope that I can become comfortable in the knowing of the Divine being that I am. Help me to discover my medicine within me, the spark of divinity that glows in my Heart, the treasure of my Being within, please continue to walk with me, though I stray so easily and return to my fears and listening to the chatter of my lonely mind that still lives in Separation. Spirit Live on in my Heart, in my Body, my Mind. Aho!