Don't Run

You can run away without going anywhere at All. When you manifest you must Know it and believe it will be with every fiber, every cell, to Not, is to run away from your Manifestation.

Well, I learned last night at least two things.

First, that The Bee is a completely different experience when your name is in the hat waiting there to be drawn. Every time the hat is raised to draw a name your Heart stops beating. And when you hear the name, you breathe and it beats again. And each story you are so with that individual who has come to share, and you totally understand where they are coming from, because you imagined yourself there for the past week at least, and you are with them when they nail it, you are with them when they mess up, you are with them when they recover, and you are so with them when they draw a blank, and you send your love that they will come through it. A completely different experience, maybe not so relaxing, but also so very rewarding. I Love the Bee, we all want to hear a good story. It is the original form of entertainment and learning and since it comes from our Ancestors who lived it all before, we can be sure it is good for us.

Second, is that you can run away without even taking one step. I allowed my ego to push me out, out of the knowing that it was my time to share my story of the Ancestors whispering to me to create poetry over the last three years. I knew it was my time as soon as I saw the theme, and I told Giuliana I was going to put my name in on facebook, well first I hinted and she said, "DO IT". And I knew it was time, and I knew, if I knew it would happen, and I have always known people need to know this, this hearing them. But I ran away from it, by saying I didn't want it to happen, I even told her at the event I hope I get drawn 11th. And guess what that is exactly where I was, they draw out the other names after to let everyone know who was brave enough to put there name in. And I kept saying stuff like we gotta get more names in. I guess it was Ego's little victory, He knew he could never live with me if my story was completely accepted by those 400 people, that my confidence would just shoot through the roof. But okay for now, but my story is going to get out to the masses, people are going to learn how the Ancestors are here to help us, and how we are here to help them to be heard, it is simply a matter of time. And I will be on stage at the Bee, and I will be ready, and I won't run away again.

The Universe came to me in the quiet stillness and asked me to participate in the work of raising humanity, and I said Yes, it was simply a tingling, a knowing, a download, no words spoken, but I simply said with no words, just show me how. And it has all been Magic ever since, the people that come, the magic of writing that happens, it is all a Dream, a beautiful Dream, and in the process I found the Living Well within my Heart that we all have, that forever is flowing from source to bring to us our Knowing. May we all One Day walk in this Knowing, and once we do we will be living in the day of Peace, for we will all will Know it is All Within Us.