Resurrection

Every morning i open my eyes

A mission stands failed,

Death, which hugged me in my dreams

Has left me now betrayed

I lock the door to later learn

That nobody cares to knock,

coz' i have been locked from outside too

For a lesson to be taught

You can hear me hum a childhood rhyme

Or a whisper for a prayer,

But the silent shouts my heart cries out

Reach no one to my despair

So i close my eyes yet again

And i begin a transition phase,

I call it my parallel world

No wonderful have I known a place

Those of you who yet couldn't guess

These are my memories,

No plethora though, but a handful still

They put me out of my miseries

A faint smile now turned upside down

For this moment i never yearn,

To be expelled from my kingdom of past

Being told i must return

I come back to my dismayed state

And to my wonder what i see,

Demons I drew on the walls last night

Are smiling down on me

My prayers answered, they rose to life

And announced my judgement day,

I lay low quiet on the floor

My soul slowly drifts away

Time flied by, just a spirit now

Who wanders endlessly,

As a prisoner, I once lived

Never got the chance to flee

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This day i died, a decade ago

So i travel to my old man's place,

But to no wonder, what i see

It's one of his happiest days

There's a one more place I've got to go

And that's my lonely grave,

But little I expect to see someone

Since none i ever craved

But to my shock I am taken aback

When i see a childhood pal of mine,

No better gift could be bestowed upon me

By the mighty sands of time

A tear rolls, from his wet eyes

A tear rolls from mine,

Foggy memories he's recalling i think

When we played and the days were fine

Well now he's gone and so will I

For he broke my gloomy shackles,

You are not alone and some one cares

Have faith and win this battle.