Inner Battle

Confusion
Fear
I want you here
But then again I don't
The way you make me feel isn't normal
But then again nothing about me is
Wanting you to hold me and never let me go
Yet at the same time push you away
Keep you at a distance
So I know I can't be hurt
But then I see you smile
Hear you laugh
All my fear disappears
Nothing left but hope
Pure vulnerability
Completely foreign to me
All the nerves in my brain say RUN
My heart says STAY
To embrace it
To enjoy the completely foreign feeling

Author's Note

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Reviews

[nazia]

we all need to fight our battles, face the demons but the most important thing we need to do is overcome...
your poetry is so full of pain, hurt and anguish. I sincerely hope thats just a piece of work and if its really you then may god help you in overcoming it...
I like your work especially because you write with such sincerity and purity..