Trick or treat

Just a collection of some of my thoughts at the time of writing.

There's nothing beautiful about self harm.

No matter how many hipster posts on the internet you see of someone's arm covered in red lines like drawn on by a paintbrush it's not beautiful.

It's the worst thing in the world.

And if you fail to see, then you must have never been through it

Because if you see something romantic and pretty about someone's sadness then you're a psychopath and I've seen Halloween.

But the cuts on my arms are real.

They're as real as the sun sets and the stars in the sky

they'll never go away despite how hard I try but I think I'm okay with that.

But I'm not okay with girls in snap-back caps and beanie hats staring at scars and taking pictures instead of taking the time to help

That, to me, is sick.

Because life is like Halloween and some get trick and some get treat.

The ones who got trick have the parents trying to make ends meet with two jobs

They're the ones who sob for a life much better than theirs

where they can walk over a bridge and not have to fight the urge to jump

Like Stig of the dump they're alone.

Like every movie ever shown there is an end and it's a single persons job to decide it

you are that person.

You sit with a megaphone screaming for life but at the same time

begging for death.

The contrary is so startling it puts me out of breath but our mind continues battling with itself.

With shell shocked looks we travel through life screaming silently with our eyes for something

And no two people are the same

some scream for happiness and some scream for fame while others

they scream for the pain to go away.

But it never does.

Not really.

 

Author's Note

It's no very good, much like my other ones but please give me honest feedback? It helps me get better

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Thank you for sharing this good write...:)................

[Nicole]

I know you probably won't appreciate this but to be honest, I like it. I don't like it as much as We Shall Overwhelm but it's good. But there isn't really much on the romanticisation of it. If you get me? You start off with that but it should be an ongoing them throughout :)

[generic twat]

I know, I got started on the romanticisation and ended up in a bit of a rant thingy, Ima change the caption thingy haha

[Nicole]

That sounds like a good idea. I like the theme of romanticisation though!

[generic twat]

Me too, but I tend to end up ranting :')

[Nicole]

I noticed:p keep up the good work though. And I told you you were good. As George Michael would say; "You gotta have the faith, the faith, the faith" haah!

[generic twat]

Get tae, ya fanny hahahaha :')