Anxiety ~ Or A Morning cup of fearA Poem by AzraelmoiI awaken from a dark sleep ~ reluctantly the fears of life have gathered Foreboding knots nauseate the stomach the soothing numbness of darkness fades I am alone ~ always alone and awake long gone is the caress that welcomes A new day shared in togetherness distant memories of a life long past I am empty and afraid of new hurts torn between my desires The ever constant want for you at my side the ever constant fear of losing you It's hard to breath ~ to fill my lungs old life - new life clash I stand naked at the shore submit to the ocean that is you I tremble with my thoughts silent prayers that you will cleanse the soul I am afraid ~ I am alone need alas so full of need So I am fearful are the needs too great Will I suffocate as I always have will happiness once again abandon Am I worthy of love am I worthy of anything This is the man who stands at your door this is the man who offers his hand This is the man who loves you so this is a man afraid and alone ~g~ © 2009 AzraelReviews
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Added on April 15, 2009AuthorAzraelphoenix, AZAboutDeep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. more..Writing
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