Mon, Nov. 15, 2010

Dear Zhao Sheng-xi

When you said this, “I love you I love you.I was not joking with you. I seriously say. But there are also effects of alcohol that I said wo ai ni, But I really like you.” You said this because you were drunk at the time, and you said you love me.

It makes me wonder…you remember? I can’t believe you said all this. My heart fluttered…I wanted to cry happy tears….

Then, looking back at the last things you said.

“To do with how you’re one of my best friends. Fortunately, I am very pleased to meet you. But we can not develop on a relationship that happens after. But please remember, I love you really. I did not lie to you”

I know you now consider me one of your best friends…I will not lie and tell you this. I can’t in the future, now I can, but in the future….I CAN NOT. We have not even met yet, no meeting…and don’t you think that we can be together if we meet? You might not think so… I think so. Do you know, the power of saying I love you, is the same as WO AI NI? WO XIHUAN NI is the same, but as a lighter usage. You used both… you said this. You still have my heart, but I am utterly confused.

I hate this language barrier...even though I understand some Chinese.

Love, 

Li Ming-hua

P.S. Don’t get me wrong, but I think about you everyday and I wonder if you think so too.