God Issues

A new piece for once.

Uncle to be
and she's close by,
but they could be
across the universe
from one another,
billions upon billions
of light-years apart,
even though they are
products of the same
biological process,
two parents who
met by random
chance and now
the process is
revisited
three decades
later, successfully
for her, but not
for him, and he
has to step up,
but what's the
point though?

Relationship with
family versus
internal anguish,
can this be into
a proportional
expression?

Inversely so I guess,
but can you mathematize
the spectrum of human
emotions, or even the totality
of the human spirit, or maybe
I have been watching Numbers
too damn much.

Maybe I should just
suck up the madness and
realize that the plan for
my life never really existed,
and this uncle-to-be thing
is going to happen regardless
of my or my spouse's desires.

It's like a deranged Mark
Levin fan believing that fans
of Ed Schultz don't exist even
though there is plenty of
evidence to the contrary.

But, what I do know about
humankind overall?

I just know that life is a river
and humans either go with
the flow, swim against the flow,
or get drowned by the flow, so
I guess I have to make my choice
and live with the consequences of it.

Now, you know why I have God issues.

Author's Note

My sister is having her first in a couple of weeks.

Reviews

[joshua deathdealer]

Very nice read Kenneth.

[KATHY SUE SILLS]

All we can do is go with the flow of life, and keep our faith in God, he'll help us through!