I flipped through
the pages of my book, it was a pleasant morning, bright and refreshing, and a
holiday to cuddle the pillow and lie down in bed, wrap myself under the
blanket and enjoy the coolness and serenity of the day. I was reading an
emotional chapter, the young boy whose father's death is been portrayed
beautifully through its poetic lines, silently weeping I went through the
lines, my eyes getting welled up with each word I read, I let myself delve deep
and deep into the story that I lost my sense of what is happening around.
suddenly with a jerk I looked my side on hearing my grandpa's feeble yet strong
voice, that sounds contrasting but it was indeed like that, a mixture of both, I
turned aside to look at him, he was unusually weak that day, the day before we
all cousins accompanied him to temple where he told us tales of legends from
mythology, he wanted to have his dinner from the best restaurant of the city
and we all joined him for one of the best dinner we could ever have, that was
the night my grandma said him to be like the young handsome gentleman whom she
met years before, who with his charm captivated her and whose endless tales of
things around kept her mesmerized under his spell till this very day. And to
see him back like this after suffering through turmoil of various diseases he
smiled and laughed his heart out on that very night as he tasted the most
delicious delicacy of the city or rather as he says of the world. and today he
woke early in the morning feeling uneasy, everyone gathered around him, all
cousins of mine with their family came up to see him, he knows how to calm the
situation and with his enchanting smile on the wrinkled face he made feel
the atmosphere lightened up, he came near me, saw me deeply engrossed in reading,
reading was his pastime hobby too but never let reading take over him to make
him forget his duties and responsibilities, he balanced his life perfectly and
whenever he sees me getting lost to the fictitious world of books he used to
scold me, make my mom and grandma take the book away from me, but today was
different, he let me continue read and also asked me to read the lines for him,
I looked at him bit startled he smiled and gestured me to continue, I read
aloud for him, in between my sobs interrupted his listening, he knew how much
the words had affected me and he didn't want me to feel awkward crying and
reading in front of him that he slyly left the room making me read all to
myself and cherish each word for me. I looked at the clock, kept my book aside
and wondered where my grandpa is, I peeped outside my room and saw no one, this
worried me, an unknown eerie feeling irked me, I walked out, walked through the
corridors, walked the entire house saw no one, I looked outside and found the
climate was gaily, it could tempt even the laziest of all to walk in the
garden, yet my eyes were frantically searching for everyone, some unknown fear
has already crept in me and I was expecting the worst, at the deep end of the
corridor feeble sounds could be heard, I followed the sound, on reaching the
end in a room which was always closed I saw my whole family packed up in, the
small tiny room looked as if will burst any moment, I put my head in and heard
my uncle saying "dad wanted to be here while he breathe his last",
tears filled up my eyes, I was remembered of the story which I was reading
minutes before, the death of the young boy's father, and then my grandpa's
feeble voice which overshadowed those poetic lines, I held back my tears
expecting a miracle even as I saw him taking his final breathe,, whole of time
stood still, I felt a pause enveloping the whole surrounding, a complete
stillness evolved and I saw the soul bidding away, I felt him to be smiling,
that innocent gentle smile on his wrinkled face sparkled in my imagination,
concreting it there forever.