write it down

as I go to write my thoughts down,

I notice something fell, my crown.

I dropped my pride,

I feel dead inside.

Feeling this suffocates me,

Why can’t I see?

they say my future is bright, 

I just have to stop putting out my light.

Is it that easy?

Could you have said any thing more cheesy?

I want to die this is not a joke,

I can’t breathe I just choke.

Why am I getting bad all over?

I need some luck, I need a four leaf clover.

I need a friend, I need a hug,

i need something, not a drug.

I know ill make it and ill be fine,

But this life just doesn’t feel like mine.

You see I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to hurt,

I don’t want to resort to hiding cuts under my shirt.

I want to say whats going on but I have to know first,

Not knowing how to help yourself is honestly the worst. 

Reviews

[angel]

I do not think you really want to die, dear one. If you did, you would not be here, crying out for help.
I wish you were here, or that I were there. I would be so happy to give you that hug. I wish I could!
Please know that it means something to me, the way you are feeling.
I do feel your pain, because you write so eloquently about it.
I care.
Please, don't die.