Never Had a Why

I am in love with Why

I don't often step out of my comfort zone. The longer I'm exposed to something, the longer it will take me to let it go. An hour staring at a screen makes sunshine feel distant. A day of poetry will make a novel feel like another language. A week of late-night studying makes sleep feel memorable, and a month of this will make rest seem hallucinatory. Years of letting myself slip into stoicism make change hopeless, because I carried on in my comforts when I no longer needed to. I was comfortable with watching my mind and body deteriorate over triggers that I didn't even know I had. I never thought of or even wanted to recover my sanity because I never had a why.

Reviews

[NeiL ArandA]

Never had a why ... profound and intriguing. Could it be someone who have mastered their hang ups and let down or could it be someone who is refresh by the mundanes of life. If I would summarize your thoughts with one thought or two words and apply it in the game of chess..it a novelty....brilliancy!

[steven]

great poem! i loved reading this

[Chloe Grant]

This is gorgeous, you're a great writer. I like how you just put your feelings out there and it makes you feel something.

[J Johnson III]

Insanity is so much more fun. Good read.