Its been a while. Im all alone now. Not a friend in the world. Im really upset. But I dont want help. Ive ruined myself. Its all my fault. Ive been degraded and abused. Everyone hates me here. I just want them to go away. I want to dissapear. I feel their judging eyes scan me head to toe. They hate me. I get picked on for being gay. I had a girlfriend once. Relationship of 1 and a laf years. I hurt her though. She deserved so much better. I lost her. Everyday I look at myself and cry. Im nothing without her. Noone talks to me. Noone acknowledges me. I dont want to be here. I dont want to live. I believe they hate me. And now I hate myself too.
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