behind closed doors

No one can establish what is coming to be, just be prepared for what ever is thrown your way

Behind closed doors

is an abysmal unknown waiting to be discovered

always curious of what may lay on the other side

but always afraid and apprehensive to sneak a peek

knowing that if something happens on the other side

nothing will never be the same

taking that first step and turning that door

is the hardest thing you will ever do

though that door could be your one chance at happiness

behind closed doors I lay in wonder hoping ,anticipating

what things will be like

not knowing kills me but if it ends in disaster will destroy me

should I finally open the door to the other side

or wait for the door to open on me

thinking more and more each day I brace for it should it ever open on its own

and hope that it opens the right way

behind closed doors

I hope to open someday