unexpected circumstances

the world is filled with things you need to consider

After so long of living in this godforsaken wasteland

I find myself starting to succumb to the cruel fate of reality

after an old night’s fantasy

I try hard to push forward stepping into the bliss light on the other side

though the apparitions  and poltergeists of my disembodied thoughts and dreams

make it nearly impossible

As I look up at the starry luminous sky I think to myself

what could I have possibly done to ever deserve such a fate

which to my surprise I find nothing until I enter a new land

a land of my dreams

clearly some manifestation of the world drives me near to my entire end

pushing and prodding me out of my halo of ignorance

and into the world

a world I call hell