Not quite paradise

My relationship

 

 

When we first got together,

it was nothing but fun.

We would stay up all night

together

and count our blessings.

We would say those three words

so often.

And as time passed,

we said those three words

more and more.

It hasnt quite been a year,

but it feels like

we had been searching for eachother

all our lives.

Holding hands with you;

it used to feel like such a blessing.

Just holding your hand.

But it's turned

into a chore;

just another thing I have to do

every day.

Don't get me wrong;

I still love you,

but I can feel

this void between us.

This void

that keeps getting larger.

I know

you can feel it to.

But neither of us

will say it out loud.

But our kisses

have only

gotten more and more

enjoyable.

I dont know

where our path is headed,

but we arent quite

in paradise

yet.