Right my Wrongs

Abusive by nature only because I'm drawn to pain

Forgive me if I took my anger and ran with it 

I painted a cruel picture and now I face the consequences

The loss of trust and respect only to face what's next

I don't blame you for thinking about deserting me

The sands of mistrust were meant  to be

I made you feel less than you already thought of yourself

If I leave today, will it make things better?

If I overdosed on my sadness, would you take into consideration you were the reason?

I'm sorry if I disturbed you. Leave if you must. But for now, I'll right my wrongs.