random thought

my guts are twisted again, yay
i feel like i'm forgetting something,
"unusual right ?" "...heh."

it doesn't feel like something super important
hate it when i nag myself but i can't get a thumb on it
and pin it down and actually see it

my mind feels slow
and tired of itself, i need new poetry, new outlook
new shoes

i need all the things i can't have
i don't want alot

a shack to live in that's all mine
a decent cello to play
and a f*****g laser cannon
simple right ?

i still feel like i'm forgetting something
what more could i want ?