Magic Gone to Infinity

The loss of my sister is never greater than at this time of year, she was a Christmas fanatic and brought a special magic to the holidays.

There is no comfort to wrap around this loss 

my mind goes to what could have been or was 

concept of suicide is puzzling at best 

the pain searing and everlasting 

It reaches to the depths and breath of your soul 

with no reprieve of understanding  

a reminder an angel's gone from sight 

agonizing in the dust remaining behind 

 

Have you found that peaceful haven 

 you so very desperately sought 

what's left behind is the wreckage 

of lives and people you once loved... 

Nothing fills the void in the heart 

it crevices deeper with time 

resting on the surface a valiant 

effort for self-preservation 

Spending time in reverie and wait  

hoping visions or clarity's obstructed view 

will come to fruition and make sense

emptiness explodes this time of year

There is no true sound belief 

or acknowledgement profound 

of existing energy to enrapture us, 

that  your reasoning brought you  

to a better place of peace beyond  

just the emptiness and conclusion 

with the resolute existence of truth... 

you are gone forevermore to infinity 

Christmas no longer holds that same magic it did when you were with us... 

Merry Christmas little sis xo

Reviews

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

As a widow Frieda I truly understand this pain. Sept 25th is when I feel this way. I don't have the questions of why suicide was committed but I do have the question to the two that killed him of why? It is hard, so very hard. You have done and excellent job writing this.

[Frieda P]

Thank you so much Neva, and I'm sorry for your loss.

[CS]

What a beautiful tribute, my friend. I am sorry for your loss.

[Frieda P]

Thanks Courtney.

[Frieda P]

This one's for you Lee xo