My journey

Journeys are endless

Screaming out all my pain

I think it’s time to bottle up again.

Under the moonlit sky

I see habits die.

Every time I play

I fell further away.

She doesn’t know me

Like I’m a new species.

My journey to the end

With life to amend.

Time doesn’t wait

There is no one to fixate.

All the grey in the world

I’m in my bed curled.

I like the things they were

While I wait for her.

No one is to hurt me

No one has the key.

A tear locked inside

Where it has to bide.

With time flying

I lie crying.

A little boy

Wishing for joy.

Author's Note

This is personal, I was writing this while under a lot of emotional stress.
I would really like some criticism.