Love, Annie.A Story by French FlairSunday.
Dear Diary,
These few days have been rough. People in my new school don't really understand my condition, they think that I'm some kind of freak. It hurts, a lot. Everyday in the canteen I can tell everyone is shooting me weird glares, mocking the fact that I'm different.
Mommy says that being different is fine. It makes me special. She says that to me every night before I go to bed, just to make me feel better... and I love her for that. I wish I was back in Tennessee. People there are more open; more friendly. They know what it's like - how hard it is to be in my situation.
It's only been a week but I feel trapped and helpless in school. Mommy's told the teachers about my... problem. At least they understand. I don't know why they don't want to tell my other classmates about me, though. Maybe it's because they're afraid of scaring them off.
I'm going to the hospital tomorrow. Mommy says she doesn't know how long I'll be there for, because it depends on how bad my condition has become. I'm scared, but Mommy says there's nothing to worry about because I'll be just fine. She told me that pretty soon I'll be able to live a normal life again, without having to go to the hospital for treatment anymore. I can't wait til' that day comes. Mommy promised to take me ice-skating in the winter, visit my grandparents back home, and just have fun. Something I haven't been able to do in a long time. The truth is, I overheard Mommy speaking to the doctor the other day. I could tell Mommy was distraught, because her voice went all squeaky and high like how it sounded whenever she cried. I hope she's alright. I heard her yelling at the doctor defensively, and then she just broke down in tears. I heard the doctor's distinct words - "She won't make it past a year". I decided not to let Mommy know that I knew. It would just kill her inside even more.
I kind of know that my days are limited. All I can do now is hope that everything will go well at the doctor's tomorrow, hopefully he got it mixed up; hopefully I will survive. I can beat cancer. I know it.
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