Kundalini Rising

my experience with sexuality and awakening

The Kundalini rises
opening your eyes
life isn't what you thought
all you've known is lies
the serpent slithers upwards
opening your spine
leaving you empty
so you can receive the divine
and with this new found energy
the passion also comes
the sacred voice of heaven
in your ear it hums
so all you know is guidance
and seeking do you start
you've opened up your eyes
now it's time to open your heart
something feels it's missing
and you begin to seek
you stop caring what others think
your egos become weak
the something you wish you had
starts to make you feel insane
you try to fight the feeling
but you only feel the pain
the pain is something new
yet nostalgia rears it's head
you suddenly remember your birth
it weights you down like a vest of lead
then you see it's face
who is it that you see?
it feels so right, familiar,
it's almost hard to believe
it's been with you for a while
you always felt it's presence
through time and distant miles
it is part of you
two souls wrapped in one
separated at the beginning of time
lost without it you felt shunned
suddenly it's always there
haunting all your dreams
you try to understand it all
to figure out what it means
 one day something happens
it steps into your life
you finally get to know it
and all your fantasies unwind...