"well, honey, doctors are sadists who like to play God and watch lesser people scream"

this is old: originally posted at http://allpoetry.com/poem/6238861 at: Mar 9 9:08 PM 2010

 

 

 

pain wracks my body,
arches my back
as i follow the wave-length

anything to escape


you're the one who offered rubber
"bite down
in hope you'll forsake your tongue"

withheld my pain-killers

prescription, no less


you calmly return my hate-filled gaze
i blink first,
unleashing a tear i didn't know was left

you rejoice in your victory

i cradle myself, defeated.


claw marks rake my arms,
my own doing
madness creeping though my skin

scabbing over futilely,
blood-flow too persistent


sadist.

you think you're a god?
playing with my life.

breaking off pieces of my soul periodically.




go to hell.

Reviews

[Katub]

Wow, this is a wonderful read, there's lots of emotion and feeling drove into your words, you caught my heart :')