If I matter..

(A mess of a dreamer)

All I see is darkness,
all I feel is pain.

They say,
"You are your own mind's master.."

If you think you know
that much about life..
then, try to make it rain!

It's not that simple,
it's not that easy
but if I matter,
try to understand me.

Under a dark sky
and behind crushed walls,
there lays an angel
who's tired of it all.

You're trying to save me
and it's not fair..
not to me, not to you
cause I am living a nightmare!

But if I decided to let go
please know,
I've loved you since day 1
and nothing in the world
could ever change that..

Reviews

[Black Jess]

your poems are very different from what i'm used to read , really ! It's emotional , so deep , and so meaningful . Good job

[foufa la perle]

Your words made my day, thank you!

[Chris]

Was like sitting on some front steps on a dark, chill night and being lost in a moment..